I am sitting here realising that SO much that has happened in my life over the past 3 years had started with a sense and evidence of CHAOS.
From the contraction of a virus during a pandemic, to health issues that took me into hospital and rehabilitation for a while.
While ALL the chaos in this year was happening, there was never a thought in my mind that it was never going to change
I held onto something. A small part of my mind and heart resembled a sense of HOPE. Hope that every time I woke up in the morning there would be change. Hope that I would start “feeling different”. Hope that I would cope.How do we cope in our lives? Do we turn to substances and medication to do the work for us? Or do we FINALLY realise that in all the chaos WE are needed? We are needed to change the pattern.
When we look at the person inside of us we often ignore the fact that that person has outlived our body’s expectation. That person has achieved
I’m looking back today, I remember the chaos. It was awful! But I see a woman who has FOUGHT THROUGH the chaos. A woman who has not given up and dashed away from the chaos.
Anything worth doing good takes a little chaos. Flea
Growing up there was an old saying: “don’t let your circumstances control your personality” Anonymous
So…… I am going to GET UP. GET MOVING (in my heart and soul, and IN the chaos) and look at the chaos in a different way. Maybe this chaos will become my order.