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Change in the Chaos
I am sitting here realising that SO much that has happened in my life over the past 3 years had started with a sense and evidence of CHAOS. From the contraction of a virus during a pandemic, to health issues that took me into hospital and rehabilitation for a while. While ALL the chaos in…
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What is Sacred is what is with me.
My heart was pounding with anxiety with the dread of not knowing what was going to happen next. I’m just trying to fix it. I’m just trying to make it work. In a flash I realise that I had failed. Nothing was fixed. It was not working. I step back. I close my eyes and…
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Happiness
What is my happiness dependant on? How is it valuable or measured? Is what I have for happiness ENOUGH? I am sitting in my favourite “hiding” spot watching the ocean. I jump with excitement as I see seals and dolphins playing in the water. Are they supposed to play together? It seems to me that…
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The Way I Feel
The way I’ve been feeling is what “they” say I shouldn’t say. I shouldn’t go by my feelings is what “they” say. So what may I ask is this that beats at me with a stick? This sense of isolation that makes me weak? The way I’m discarded as one who doesn’t “need” The way…